It was Friday. I sat nervously looking at the clock, then the pad of paper in front of me, then to the computer. I had an interview in just a few minutes and I was quickly trying to come up with questions to ask those wishing to work for Joshua’s House.
It’s hard to plan an interview when I’ve never seen one or been to one. I was pretty sure who I wanted to hire already. What if I made a fool of myself? Oh dear – I thought I must be more stressed than the interviewees.
I went into my first interview with no problems. Shortly after, the second interview was scheduled and I went through the whole nervous process again.
Somewhere in between I looked at my schedule for next week – ack! It was already filling up. My schedule just changed from working a maximum of 3 hours on Monday and 3 hours on Wednesday to a minimum of 7 hours each of those days. I was already feeling like there was just too much to do. So I began to stress a little more.
As I finished the second interview for Joshua’s House and had my hiring all done, my stress level increased again. I didn’t realize how much work it was going to take to get the workers going. For the next little while I’ve got my work cut out for me.
Not only that, but now I really have to get on top of fund raising. I need funds for a computer or two, software, hardware, sound effects and not to mention I still need funds to go through the 501(c)(3) process.
My head was spinning.
Then it came:
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” ~Matthew 11:28-30
Rest. . . peace. . . how great those would be.
Then I realized that Joshua’s House is not my ministry, but God’s. I can look to Him to provide. I must trust Him:
“If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, ‘Be uprooted and planted in the sea,’ and it will obey you.” ~ Luke 17:6
Then I thought some more. It’s not just about trusting God to lead with Joshua’s House but with all of my life. Everything that I do belongs to Him. Every tiny part of my schedule, everything I’m involved in, from work to Sabbath School, etc.
Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.
I am so thankful for an amazing job, lots of kids to be around at church, a wonderful husband, and a chance to minister to kids at Southern, and a chance to be a part of a new ministry God has started. Isn’t our God amazing?!